Friday, June 29, 2012

PCOS and Me

The other reason I wanted to start a blog was to document my journey through being diagnosed with and living with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. It's probably one of the more personal things I would write on this blog, but I feel that it is important as each presentation of PCOS is different in each woman and it is good to have some personal stories behind the trials and tribulations and successes.

What is Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome?

My Story

One of the things to remember is that PCOS manifests itself in different ways, and that each woman may have different signs and symptoms, so my story up to diagnosis will be different to many other women who have PCOS or may be the same.

I went on 'the pill' in 2004 at age 15 as I had pretty bad acne that wasn't responding to any over-the-counter or prescription treatments. I had tried numerous face washes, scrubs, creams, and antibiotics and I still looked like I had a pizza face. One person reckoned I was recovering from chicken pox or measles! I had been referred to a dermatologist, who advised me that the pill may be the solution.

I had been menstruating since I was around 13, and had regular cycle lasting 28-30 days at that point. The pill pretty much just continued that cycle. After around 2 years on the pill, I began to get some painful periods. It was investigated with ultrasound to see if I had any issues, but the scan came back normal. I changed from 'Brenda' to 'Yasmin', which helped to alleviate the pains slightly. I then changed to 'Norimin' due to cost ($74.00 for 3 months vs. $25.00 for 4 months).

In January 2011 I went off the pill as my acne was under control and I wasn't using it for contraceptives. My cycle was normal for 2 months, then started to become irregular. By October 2011, my cycle was 3 months long! Not good at all! I was also having trouble with my weight (I was 95kg and fluctuating between that and 90kg on a daily basis), and the stubborn acne was back.

So I went to my General Practitioner (GP), and went for an ultrasound scan and a blood test. The blood test came back with normal levels - my oestrogen levels were normal, as was the androgen levels, the random glucose, and the cholesterol. The ultrasound, however, showed enlarged ovaries with numerous little cysts which hadn't been present in my previous 2 ultrasounds. The ultrasound results, coupled with my acne and weight gave the diagnoses of PCOS.

I was devastated. What would it mean for my fertility? Would I develop Type 2 Diabetes? What about my heart? All of these things are possible consequences of PCOS. However, with my blood test results as they were, I could be assured that with a change of diet and exercise habits to help lose weight that my cycle could return to normal and I could negate most of the side-effects. Also, a diagnosis of PCOS doesn't immediately mean a woman is infertile - so do not use it as an excuse to have unprotected sex! Most women with PCOS do conceive spontaneously and go on to have normal pregnancies, although they are at higher risk of developing Gestational Diabetes, and Gestational Hypertension during their pregnancies.

I was given a perscription for Metformin - a tablet that helps people with diabetes maintain their insulin and glucose levels - to help me on my way. I took it for nearly 2 months, but stopped once the gastro-intestinal side-effects became too much to deal with. I also went in search for a way to change my dietary habits and came in contact with a Dietitian who also has PCOS and specializes in dietary treatment of the condition. 

Ideally, I should be having low GI foods, and a varied diet of fruit, vegetables, grains, lean meat and protein, good fats and dairy, with minimal intake of processed food and sugar. Most days I stick to it, but some days I do get lazy and just want to go for fast food and chocolate - I have just learnt to have the smaller sized meals and to choose healthier options. However, my diet now is much better than what it had been for the past few years and the weight is coming off! The other difficulty I face is working shift work, where I could start work early in the morning, in the afternoon, or be up working overnight and sleeping during the day. It's all about rearranging meal times and making sure I eat regularly - starving yourself or even going on the fad diets/meal replacements do not give your body what it needs and nor do they help you change your habits!

I try to take a walk every 2nd day, but I really should try to add more activity in my day. While I do walk upwards of 15,000 steps a day most days (the recommendation is 10,000 steps), I really need to do some exercise that raises the heart rate and challenges my body to burn the excess energy. I have gone to gyms before and found them not useful for me (and a bit of a waste of money), so I am trying to get to my local pool for a swim once a week and get in to a beginners Kendo class. The swimming will help with my asthma (sporting-induced!), and I enjoy being in the water. Also Kendo would be interesting (I have done Karate before and enjoyed it) and would help with my (non-existant-outside-of-work) social life!

My weight is more stable. I'm currently 89-90kg, and either maintain or lose about 500g-1kg a week! When I started eating better and more regularly, my weight immediately dropped 2kg in a week! But I don't expect to have those great big losses each week, and a slower weight loss will ensure that my body doesn't try to rebound from the big changes in weight! I have kept off 5kg, which is way better than fluctuating 5kg every other day! The acne is slightly better, although it does flare up in sync with my cycle and with stress!

As for my cycle, it is currently 34 days long and a little more regular! I keep track using the iPhone app 'Period Log' (costs around AU$2.99 and worth it!). Every woman should be familiar with her menstrual cycle rather than ashamed of it. It is a normal part of being a woman, after all, and many cultures celebrate it much more than we tend to. Plus, knowing what is normal for you really helps you understand your fertility as well as your health and wellbeing!

Thursday, June 28, 2012

10 of My Favourite Music Videos

In no particular order...

'Sweet Disposition' - The Temper Trap (2008)

Such an addictive song from a great Australian act. I think there's about 3 versions that go to this song, but this one has to be my favourite.

'Na Na Na (Na Na Na)' and 'Sing' - My Chemical Romance (2010)
 
MCR really have a flair for the dramatic and imaginative comic-style music videos. The album 'Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys' takes this up to '11', which is made even more awesome by the fact that they have spawned Killjoy fans the world over - producing their own fan-made works set in the Killljoy!verse.

'Sakura Kiss' - Chieko Kawabe (2006)
A simple, yet fun music video from JPop singer Chieko Kawabe. Just love the frog and bunny costumes running around the city chasing lovey-dovey couples! The song was used as the theme to the Ouran High School Host Club anime.


'Hard Rock Hallelujah' - Lordi (2006)
Winners of Eurovision 2006, Finnish metal/rock band Lordi. Who could forget Mr Lordi's Finnish flag hat and the wings during the live final? Plus this music vid is just awesome. Zombie Cheerleaders, anyone?

'First Date' - blink-182 (2001)
blink-182 have made some pretty fun music videos during their time. Although I like the serious ones too, First Date had me giggling the whole way through!

'Rock the Casbah' - The Clash (1982)
Just fantastic and one of my favourite 'Clash' songs. The skanking Arab and Jew really made the clip though!

'The Last Song' - The All-American Rejects (2003)

The whole if you were the only person in a deserted place and you could do whatever you want thing really makes for a fun video - especially at the ending of this one!

'The Impression That I Get' - The Mighty Mighty Bosstones (1997)
Sometimes it is the simplicity that makes a cool music video.

'Edge of Glory' - Lady Gaga (2011)
Love the 80s and nostalgic vibe this music video has.

Gundam-it Narutard! And other Otaku phrases...

Finally catching up with the various Anime series I've been meaning to watch, and also rewatching some 'classics' (at least in my view!).

My latest 'addiction' is Gundam 00.

(Opening: "Ash Like Snow" - The Brilliant Green)

The Gundam franchise has been going on since the 1970s, and mostly focuses on humanity's expansion in to space and how it affects politics, war, and humanity in general... oh and giant robot mecha known as 'Gundam'. My introduction to the franchise came with Gundam Wing in 2001 (originally aired in Japan in 1995), followed by Gundam Seed in 2007.

Gundam 00 is set in our own era, about 300 years in the future. Fossil fuels have pretty much been depleted and the world has banded in to 3 multi-national factions: The Human Reform League (HRL - consisting of Asia and Russia), the Union of Solar Energy and Free Nations (The Union - consisting of the USA, Japan, and Oceania), and the Advanced European Union (AEU - basically the current EU). These three power blocks each have large-scale solar energy programs that provide unlimited energy to their allies. So of course, here comes the war! Countries who still relied on fossil fuels began to become bankrupt, and the Solar Wars began. A group calling themselves Celestial Being comes on to the scene, wishing to eradicate all wars by undertaking armed interventions - stopping war through war itself! Add in evolving humans, four main characters with complex back-stories, a large colourful cast of supporting characters, awesome Gundams, and beautiful High-Definition animation and you have Gundam 00!

Unlike the other series that I have seen (keeping in mind that G00 is the 11th installment a franchise that has been successfully running for over 30yrs), Gundam 00 has a believable element to it. It is set in 'our' world, and seems to be a reflection on current world events. The extraordinary elements come from the addition of  the mysterious humanoid Innovators, and a brilliant scientist who had somehow forecast the technologies and events hundreds of years before!

From the 3 installments that I have seen, G00 and Gundam Wing are among my favourite anime/manga series.

(Toonami Promo for Gundam Wing, English dub)

Gundam Wing has just passed the 15 year milestone, and is being celebrated by a revamped story (which is being panned a bit by English-speaking fans, not too sure about Japanese fans). Set in a new era known as 'After Colony', humans have set up satellite colonies at the Lagrange points around the Earth and Moon to escape a crowded Earth. Suppressed by the Earth's forces, a group of Colony rebels have sent five teenage boys to Earth as Gundam Pilots to sabotage and halt the Colony occupation and subjugation. While originally working individually, circumstances force the pilots to work together to survive and to protect humanity from the atrocities of war. Between ideologies of Total Pacifism, Militaristic Philosophy, and the use of unmanned weaponry in combat, the story is richly woven together with the lives of war orphans, lost princesses, and the advancement of mankind in to space. The newest installment 'Frozen Teardrop' takes the story slightly further in to the future, where Mars has been colonised and a new threat looms that only can be stopped by a cryogenically frozen hero and a new generation of pilots (which is where the panning begins!).

(Naruto the Movie: Road to Ninja, Trailer #4)

I really have a soft-spot for underdog, misunderstood, knuckle-head heroes, and Naruto is definitely the embodiment of all that! With the manga series and anime still on-going after 10 years, its a series that has become one of the most popular (which is where the term 'Narutard' comes in).
Naruto lives in a 'hidden' ninja village, lead by an elite ninja known as the Hokage (fire shadow). Orphaned at birth, and given a burden that makes him the village pariah, the story follows Naruto's development from annoying bottom-of-the-class brat, to someone who is determined to protect his new-found friends and become acknowledged by those living in his hometown. The latest movie installment (out in cinemas in Japan in July) seems to throw the characters into an alternate timeline, where history has taken a very different path and the characters within have developed in different ways. If anything, it'll be a good departure from the main storyline which currently is embroiled in an all-out war between the allied ninja villages (previously enemies and tentative allies) and big bads wanting to rule over the world in order to create their own version of a peaceful world.

(Arrietty - Official English Trailer [Aus/NZ])

Studio Ghibli's latest release is an adaptation of 'The Borrowers'. There isn't really much else to say other than it is another stunning and awesome release by an animation studio that has released some great adaptations and originals such as 'The Tales of Earthsea', 'Howl's Moving Castle', 'Spirited Away', 'Ponyo', and 'Princess Mononoke'. The English language casting is, once again, brilliant and the animation beautiful.

(Rurouni Kenshin [Live Action Film] 2012 - Official Trailer)

Another of my favourite anime/manga series is being released as a live action film this year! Rurouni Kenshin follows the story of former assassin Kenshin as he settles into an era where the reign of the samurai is over. Set in the Meiji era of Japanese history (19th century), Kenshin is a wandering swordsman who helped bring about the political and societal changes but now attempts to atone for his past actions. In his travels, he meets Kaoru, an heiress of a school of swordsmanship that is facing difficulties due to a so-called legendary assassin claiming he was a student of the school. Definately cannot wait to see it!

New blog attempt!

This would have to be attempt #1000 to actually start a blog, blog regularly, and not delete it when I feel like a bit of an idiot...

I suppose I better start talking about me, just for anyone who is interested (or not).

Name: Lyndal (an Australian/Celtic combination of Lynn and Dale, meaning waterfall/deep pool/lake.)
Current age: 23
Current place of residence: NSW, Australia
Ethnicity: Anglo-European (means I have English and West European heritage... as far as can be told with tracing family history)
Current relationship status: single (by choice and by circumstances)
Alma Mater: University of Canberra
Occupation: midwife
What I wanted to be when I grew up: fire fighter, paediatrician, teacher, forensic scientist, mother, historian
What I want to be/do when I "grow up": masters degree in midwifery and maybe also a doctorate, wife and mother, globe-trotter/frequent traveler
Languages: Australian English (native speaker), Japanese (beginner)
Countries I have traveled to: Canada (2004), Taiwan (2004), United Kingdom (2009), Ireland (2009), France (2009), Spain (2009), Monaco (2009), Italy (2009), Switzerland (2009), Greece (2009), Japan (2012)
Hobbies: reading, traveling, midwifery, manga/anime/cosplay, music, bushwalking, photography, writing, games, film/TV, theatre, road trips
Star Sign/Chinese Sign: Libra/Earth Dragon (stubborn, balanced, patient, nurturing, just, intellectual, compassionate, loyal, empathetic, rebellious)
Myers-Briggs Type: INFP/Healer (compassionate, introspective, adaptable/flexible, impatient with routine, private, devoted, values integrity, romantic, independent, idealistic, choleric)
Favourite Quote: "I'm not being traditional, I'm being lazy." Daria Morgendorffer